as a kid, I was often called "Vron the Destroyer" because everything that came across my path usually ended up in a damaged state. I wouldn't say it was because I was a generally angry kid or was malicious, it was just something that happened.
if that was a premonition for part of my adult life, well, I don't know what to say. When I get stuck in these melancholy moods, everything goes out the window. When I get grumpy, I'm ready to let everything burn, and even laugh in the process.
i have to stop and remind myself why it is a Terrible idea and to NOT get caught in the negativity. Its a big inner struggle and the only way to really counter it is to blast music and go on a walk. I usually return from these walks rather mopey and feeling silly.
the moral of the story is that being an adult is hard.
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