And as I looked around I began to notice That we were nothing like the rest

I I can't decide on what I want to be doing right now. Part of me wants to go to sleep, part of me wants to stay up and watch all the things, part of me wants to draw until dawn, and another part wants to go outside and pick a direction and run. I'm also easily distracted an d discouraged, so I'm calling it a night. 

It was an ok day overall. Nothing special happened, nothing changed, so it's just meh. 

The more and more time I spend wasting on the Internet, the more and more I miss my editor. I miss having someone to go on adventures with. I miss the company, I miss the little world we created together. I know it won't be long before he visits, but there is still quite some time between now and then. 

Last night I dreamt that he and I were house hunting, and we were trying to find a place similar to the house we used to live in when I lived in New Mexico, but smaller. It makes me really want to start searching for a new home, but I don't know where I want to go. Not to mention all the other obstacles to overcome. 

Who knows. . .