no matter how much I try and distract myself, I can't help but get sucked back into the depths of my mind. I try and invest myself in whatever task in doing, but i always wind back up in the same place. What am i going to do with myself once I'm back in my own home? What will I do once my editor is finished with his internship? Will we move? Will we stay here while he finishes his schooling? What about the rest of my family? What about when my dad returns home? Will I try and live close to my parents, or shall we venture off on our own? Should I focus on my dreams and head overseas?
there are so many uncertainties in my life right now that i don't know how i managed to get out of bed in the morning.
maybe im just over thinking everything.
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