In my attempt to climb my way out of this damned hole I'm in, I'm left wondering whether or not it's all worth it. I mean, what am I really doing with my life? There is so much I want to accomplish and I sure as hell have the ability to do it, but the one thing that stops me is how much it all costs. I don't want to be stuck working 40+ hours in this limbo just to scrape by in life, I want to be able to have the work I want to do be enough to support as much as a small family. I don't want to put all my hope into a lottery or have to rely on someone else either.
what I'm saying is that I'm feeling mopey today and don't know what else to write. So there.
No matter what I have to face, I'm not going to give up. And I'm not going to let myself get in the way. I've still got a lot left to accomplish, so as long as I can still do something, I'll be ok.
(when did this turn into a self motivation speech?)
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ReplyDeleteYou can do it Zombie.