We don't care, we're not caught up in your love affair.

I'm the kind of person who dwells in the things that they dream too much. In fact, I think I've mentioned this before. . .

anyway, last night I dreamt of someone who I used to be quite fond of. And any time this person wanders into my dreams, I can't get them out of my head for a few days. I get lost in this euphoric daze, floating in and out of reality. More than anything, I end up talking to myself a lot more than usual. My mind is always full of thoughts of "what if" and "if only," as if a world where this person and I are more close is possible. I have to remind myself that its not and if it was, the life I lived up until that point would have still happened, and I would still have to deal with all of it. I find comfort in the fact that it isn't possible, because I'm rather fond of the life I live now.

anyway, its what's been on my mind today. Thinking about it helped me take my mind off everything else that's been going on.

call it a mini vacation.