it's just one of those days, I tell you. As much as I wanted to enjoy the rest of last night, the location my editor and I chose was not a very enjoyable environment. I don't like to complain about bad service, because I try and have an understanding of what actually is happening, but even I get pissy.
ah well, cheap steak is cheap steak.
I'm trying to enjoy myself as much as I can, but all I seem to be doing us being mopey and staying by myself. With the exception of going out for tea with my new friend. We had a lot of fun, and I can't stop craving tea now.
I'm also starting to doubt how much I want to keep this job. This feeling rushes over me every now and then, it just makes me take a hard look at my life and ask "is this really what I want?"
of course, I don't really have a lot of other options. I know I'm not stuck, but it sure feels like it. I get that feeling for all aspects of my life.
right now the only thing I want to do is sit and watch a lot of videos about video games and how they have changed society as well as other topics that are mentally stimulating. It really calmed me down earlier. That, and every time I turned around, there was a little tuxedo face looking at me, reaching out for me.
ah, good times.
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