Sledgehammer

(Today's alternative title was Wrecking Ball).

Oh what to do, what to do. What should I say? How should I go about doing things? Will the things I say actually make a difference? It hasn't shown to have yet, and if anything, I feel like talking only made it worse. Since when does that happen?!?!

I've got a whole day to plan out my strategy, and I have to account for all possible everythings. My other options are few and far between, and I'm pretty much stuck where I am unless I want to go massively in debt. But if I were to escape, where would I go? What could I bring with me? Would life actually get better?

I really hope things work out here so I don't have to find another way out. Things could work but everybody has to do their fair share.

knowing how I am, there is only one way I could possibly make this work, and that's if: I CAME IN LIKE A WRECKING BALL!!!!!!



seriously though, shit might actually break.