It's a bit overwhelming when you think about all the things this world has yet to throw at you, all the things you need to face, and yet are too scared to. Being an adult is scary. I mean, think about it, a good handful of the people I knew from high school already have gotten married, had kids, found careers, hell, some have even died! I'm still working as a server in a restaurant with unpredictable business, and I still technically live under my parent's roof (though I'm not complaining, I love you mommy and daddy!!!!). I'm really lucky though, because if I didn't, I would probably be drowning in unwanted debt like so many of my peers are. I want to be able to make a name for myself but I don't have the money to, and I won't be able to make it even if I worked 3 jobs! Sure, I have all these lottery fantasies, but they are so far away from actually happening I might as well just work 4 jobs until I will be able to afford living a decent life.
I know that nothing is just going to fall in my lap and anything I get I have to work extremely hard for it. The sad thing is, that I'm not the only one stuck in this situation. I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels completely powerless to do anything, regardless of how many ideas I have. This all kind of goes back to that whole 'if only people would care a little more and make a bigger effort to fix things' topic I made a couple weeks ago.
Alright, that was a bit of a tangent, sorry.
Back to reality here. I still haven't cleaned my house at all. I really need to, but I've been at work day and I'm too tired to actually do anything when I'm home. As long as I can make it through this week, ill be able to go on a cleaning spree next week. Seriously, I have a huge pile of towels that I intended to wash before we left. AND THEY STILL NEED TO BE WASHED!!! Problem is, my washer and dryer are not exactly the best, so it might be worth it to just take all my clothes to a laundromat. And if I don't get my house clean, then I can't have people over! It's not that I don't want them to know that I'm messy, I don't care about that. To me, it's an obvious curtesy for guests to visit in a clean environment. (You can tell I've spent too much time in the south, this whole 'southern hospitality' has rubbed off on me).
Sorry, I'm tanging again.
I just can't seem to stay on topic today. I promise that I'll take the time to actually write something of value. But hey, I can at least list the topics I want to cover. . .
My job/things that irritate me about people
My story (since I still need to rewrite it)
More of my miss-adventures
More about my cats.
More about video games and anime
Less about video games and anime
More about my cats
Who knows, maybe I'll even do a few things about cooking.
Oh! I also need to make an honorable mentions page, so you know who I'm mimicking.
Alright, I'm hungry. I need food before I have to come back to work.
Teehee, CATscan. Hehehheheheheh.
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