It's still summer, right? Everything is greening back up from the rain, but when I wake up and it's all cloudy and rainy and grey out, I'm pretty sure it's early October and all the leaves just haven't fallen yet.
This is the part that bothers me the most, there is less than a month of summer left. Actually, more like 2 and a half weeks left. School starts back up on the 19th and besides taking a Japanese class, I don't know what I need to do.
I'm going to go to the college and ask them a few questions, firstly if they got my transcripts, and secondly, if I have to sit through another intermediate algebra class or if I can just jump in and suffer through the college algebra course I need to I can finish my degree.
It's honestly a difficult question for me, whether to bother finishing it or not BECAUSE I have had such extreme trouble these past few years. Mostly it's my fault, but there are a lot of other factors that have worked against me. So I'm torn, should I get this general degree over with (its only an associates), or should I tell the world to bugger off and I'm gonna do what I want?
My high school biology teacher (who is practically a god) always had low expectations for the people he had to teach because of the terrible area we lived in and how a lot of them didn't have much going for them either. He said that most of the students he's seen have had to drop out of college for numerous reasons, most of them being 'its too hard.' I don't want to be one of those kids, I want to show that I can make something of of my self. But since I've done this whole college thing since I graduated high school, and I still haven't gotten anywhere with it, I'm really discouraged.
I want to stop, bit at the same time I don't want to let all this time go to waste (and all that money too). It's and odd place to be.
Maybe after I figure everything with the college out. I'll make a more descriptive post of my adventures in college, but until then. . .
I gotta get back to work.
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